{"id":6465,"date":"2017-10-14T18:39:41","date_gmt":"2017-10-14T17:39:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/?p=6465"},"modified":"2019-02-27T20:54:03","modified_gmt":"2019-02-27T20:54:03","slug":"the-fools-way-part-ii-gods-orchid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/verityholloway.com\/?p=6465","title":{"rendered":"The Fool&#8217;s Way Part II &#8211; God&#8217;s Orchid"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>I&#8217;ve been translating Nils Asther&#8217;s memoir from Swedish because I apparently have nothing better to do. Catch part one <a href=\"https:\/\/verityholloway.com\/?p=6441\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s fair to wonder what would have happened to Nils Asther had he not attracted the attention of Mauritz Stiller that evening. The teen had no money, no qualifications, no home to go to, and in his mind at least, no family.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_6466\" style=\"width: 260px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/stiller.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6466\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6466\" class=\"wp-image-6466\" src=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/stiller.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"362\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-6466\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Mauritz Stiller<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Stiller was born in Helsinki in 1883, and fled to Sweden to avoid being drafted into Czar Nicholas II\u2019s army. He was a pioneer of silent films, writing and directing more than thirty-five features\u00a0in his lifetime. The night he laid eyes on Nils, Stiller was eating\u00a0out with a fellow screenwriter, Sam Ask. Stiller ushered Nils and his companion over to Ask. \u201cDoesn\u2019t this one look like an actor?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>(Nils\u2019 friend was ignored for the rest of the evening. Poor boy, he was lovely, but he had a face like the back of a tram.)<\/p>\n<p>Soon they were joined by a hefty gentleman with thick curly hair. He looked out of place in the noisy eatery, standoffish and over-eager at the same time. This was Hjalmar Bergman, a respected author. Having established himself as highly literary and intellectual, the death of his father brought about huge debt, and Bergman was forced to write more crowd-pleasing works. This required research, such as\u00a0drinking, snorting cocaine, and fraternising with gorgeous young men.<\/p>\n<p>Tonight was Bergman\u2019s lucky night.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe looked at me as if I were an angel fallen from the skies,\u201d Nils wrote. \u201cIt took a while before he sobered up. He asked me my name and what I did. I told him that I was kicked out of my adoptive parents\u2019 house and from the Spyken school in Lund. Now I had decided to become an artist. Hjalmar Bergman reacted negatively. Not many artists could live on their jobs. Such fancies! Movie actors made big money. I was assured that all the artist dreams would be beaten out of my mind.\u201d<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_6467\" style=\"width: 387px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/hjalmar-bergman-olm.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6467\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6467\" class=\"wp-image-6467\" src=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/hjalmar-bergman-olm.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"377\" height=\"285\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-6467\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Hjalmar Bergman<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Debt be damned, Bergman was besotted. He rented an apartment for Nils, with a little kitchenette and a big bed with red curtains. Unaccustomed to older men being kind to him, Nils wondered if Bergman was his true father. When he asked him this, the writer became tearful. He only wished it were so! Trying to shrug off the emotion, he said if he were Nils\u2019 father, he would pack him off back to school \u2013 even if he had to bribe the teachers to put up with him. From now, on Nils would be Bergman\u2019s \u2018foster son\u2019, along with a young German lad who was coincidentally also a gorgeous actor who liked to do uppers on trains. Bergman had a type.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_6470\" style=\"width: 419px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/nils-asther-painted-by-einar-jolin-1918-liljevalchs-gallery-stockholm.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6470\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6470\" class=\"wp-image-6470 \" src=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/nils-asther-painted-by-einar-jolin-1918-liljevalchs-gallery-stockholm.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"409\" height=\"576\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-6470\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Nils at 22-years-old, by Einar Jolin, 1918.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Bergman isn\u2019t widely known outside of Sweden, but in 1919 he published a drama based on his relationship with Nils: <em>God&#8217;s Orchid<\/em>. In it, an oafish father watches his beautiful son grow up and wonders how anything so perfect could have been created by him. The boy is compared to Christ, but he\u2019s full of guile, always with his eye on the next opportunity to escape his low upbringing. They bicker and make up and bicker again, with the father\u2019s obsessive love always verging on something more unhealthy.<\/p>\n<p>In Bergman\u2019s letters, he says of Nils, \u201cIt\u2019s not his fault he\u2019s a degenerate, nor mine\u201d. But they encouraged each other. Nils doesn\u2019t talk about cocaine in his memoirs, but Bergman joked that if he ever wanted anyone killed, he\u2019d just send them out to party with his foster son.<\/p>\n<p>After drinks, Bergman sometimes liked to arrange Nils where he could sit and stare at him, which isn&#8217;t at all skin-crawlingly weird. \u201cYou are Jesus to me,\u201d he said on one such occasion. \u201cI will love you as long as I live.\u201d He dared to kiss his cheek. Another time, he gifted his \u2018foster son\u2019 with a copy of <em>Death In Venice<\/em>, which is a bit like handing\u00a0someone a neon sign blinking \u201cRUN AWAY\u201d.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Aschenbach Off, Hjalmar<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>But Nils had nothing to run away to. His behaviour seems deliberately coquettish \u2013 at one point, he describes undressing in front of Bergman before inviting him to stay over. He always protested their relationship was never more than platonic. \u201cHe never tried to rape me,\u201d he wrote, nevertheless describing all the awkward caressing as if that&#8217;s just what writers are like. It seems his need for a father figure meant he was willing to put up with almost anything.<\/p>\n<p>Strange men started coming up to the apartment, seeking Nils\u2019 company. That some of these men were publishing professionals makes me suspect Bergman deliberately fed\u00a0rumours that he was getting more for his money than he really was.\u00a0Everyone knew what was going on. Or thought they did. The\u00a0artist Nils von Dardel teased Asther\u00a0about it. \u201cI know very well Bergman likes you, the pederast.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mauritz Stiller paid close attention. In 1916, he got Nils into the Royal Dramatic Theatre for tuition. \u201cTry not to get expelled,\u201d he said. Next came a film role, in Stiller\u2019s <em>The Wings<\/em>. It\u2019s a strangely post-modern piece, a film within a film, and you can see what remains of it here.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/xHyBX6Sg42o\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><em>The Wings<\/em> was a film about gay desire. At 19, Nils was too young for the lead, but Stiller couldn\u2019t resist writing him a part to keep him close.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe opened me to the art of loving and enjoying my own sex,\u201d Nils wrote. Again, their relationship was one of power imbalance. Stiller was liable to fly into rages if his demands were not instantly obeyed. \u201cThe man had a demonic power over us actors. If he said that we must obtain and drink a teaspoon of piss every day [\u2026] I assure you that we would have done it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>But threats and tantrums were nothing new to Nils. He was getting small film and stage roles, and as soon as he had enough money, he could quit and become the artist he longed to be. Acting was like worshipping a monstrous pagan god, he thought. Fame and decadence were fun, but he was astute enough to see they wouldn\u2019t lead to happiness.<\/p>\n<p>Speaking of unhappiness, Hjalmar Bergman\u2019s wife was less than pleased with her husband\u2019s obsession with this wayward boy. To comfort her, he suggested they have a baby. Isn\u2019t that nice? But Nils had to be the father. Hjalmar only wanted a pretty baby.<\/p>\n<p>Her reaction? \u201cGet some class, deadbeat!\u201d and a slap in the face. Not for Hjalmar. For Nils. Which seems slightly unfair.<\/p>\n<p>Drug use and hectic living eventually killed Bergman. But jealousy put pay to his\u00a0relationship with Nils, at least in Bergman\u2019s eyes.<\/p>\n<p><strong>A Love <del>Triangle<\/del> <del>Pyramid<\/del> Dodecahedron<\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_6469\" style=\"width: 395px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6469\" class=\"wp-image-6469\" src=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Lindberg_Augusta_-_portr\u00e4tt_-_Foto_Ferd_Flodin_Stockholm_1906-05-29_-_AF.jpg\" alt=\"Lindberg,_Augusta_-_portr\u00e4tt_-_Foto_Ferd_Flodin_Stockholm_1906-05-29_-_AF\" width=\"385\" height=\"602\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-6469\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Augusta Lindberg in 1906<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Augusta Lindberg was Bergman\u2019s mother-in-law. She was in her fifties when she first encountered Nils. As a veteran actor and mother of the director Per Lindberg, Bergman and Stiller thought she was a suitable mentor for their new discovery.<\/p>\n<p>Sigh.<\/p>\n<p>He was deposited in front of her with the script for\u00a0Ibsen\u2019s <em>Ghosts<\/em>. The play is a typically Norwegian nightmare about syphilis and incest, but Nils flipped through it and\u00a0remarked\u00a0Ibsen could have had the decency to throw\u00a0some actual ghosts in. Like, yawn, am I right?<\/p>\n<p>Augusta was tickled. Surprise-surprise, their weekly private acting classes didn\u2019t involve much acting. Augusta had a taste for exhibitionism. A neighbour complained she had to pour herself a large brandy whenever Nils showed up at the door. At a party, Augusta decided to show Bergman he didn\u2019t own Nils by dragging him into an adjacent room for loud, obnoxious understudying. Nevertheless, Augusta saw the wounded child in Nils and could always sense his anxiety. She mothered him, made sure he ate properly, and helped to keep him in school despite the cocaine and the all-night adventures with Bergman.<\/p>\n<p>Nils saw all this in his unique and adorable fashion: \u201cIt has been claimed that there was a tug of war between him and his mother, Augusta Lindberg, and that she emerged victorious. It&#8217;s not true. He was merely amused to hear me talk about our games.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Amused, devastated? One of those.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_6471\" style=\"width: 371px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/solen-der-draebte-still3.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6471\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6471\" class=\"wp-image-6471\" src=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/solen-der-draebte-still3.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"361\" height=\"282\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-6471\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">&#8220;Hello. I have an opening for a Tuesday afternoon girlfriend.&#8221; Solen Der Dr\u00e6bte, 1918<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Stiller also had opinions on Nils\u2019 love life. As well as Augusta Lindberg, there were the actresses Linde Klinckowstr\u00f6m and Lutzy Doraine, another fellow student, and a set of twins he could just about tell apart. Over dinner one night, Nils confided in Stiller that he was worried one of the twins might be pregnant. Stiller went ballistic.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou fucking idiot. Is it not enough that you\u2019re riding that hag Augusta?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No one would ever buy into a movie star who was saddled with a wife and kids. Was that what he wanted? To be domesticated? If he went ahead with these relationships, Stiller would dump him completely. Worse still, Bergman was withdrawing his affection.\u00a0It came as no surprise when Nils had a breakdown.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Real Reason Visiting Hours Are Restricted<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was an ambitious hunchback not worthy of anyone&#8217;s love. No one has ever loved me, and it&#8217;s certainly my hideous failure. Why was I such a vindictive and obnoxious person? Was it perhaps my hideous childhood filled with hymns, beating and screams that characterised me?\u201d<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_6477\" style=\"width: 424px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/himmelskibet-screencap15.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6477\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6477\" class=\"wp-image-6477\" src=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/himmelskibet-screencap15.jpg\" alt=\"Woe is me\" width=\"414\" height=\"312\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-6477\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Woe is me,\u00a0Himmelskibet, 1918.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Nils retreated to a sanatorium at Saltsj\u00f6baden where he was the youngest by about seventy years. Whether he was off the magic fairy dust\u00a0at this time was unclear, but he still managed to make another of his trademark disastrous\u00a0decisions by having a girlfriend over to visit. They conceived a child on the ward.<\/p>\n<p>She miscarried, much to their mutual relief, and they celebrated\u2026 by getting pregnant again. They fell out and she went to Switzerland to give birth alone. If he was remotely interested in his child, he doesn\u2019t let on.<\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;re thinking it&#8217;s about time his mother gets involved, you&#8217;d be right.\u00a0He arranged to meet with Hilda Asther for the first time since running away. The poor woman looked broken. Anton had set up with another lady\u00a0and was raising a new family. Nils urged Hilda\u00a0to divorce him, and promised to support her for the rest of her days. To prove it, he handed her a wad of banknotes. Probably Hjalmar Bergman\u2019s banknotes, but the sentiment was sound. He still couldn\u2019t bring himself to ask her about his adoption. In his mind, she was his foster mother, and she loved him in a distant way that was the best he could hope for. With all his relationships, Nils seemed to have seen himself as someone merely passing through. He never imagined anyone could truly become attached to him.<\/p>\n<p>But where could Hilda go? The Asther house in Malm\u00f6\u00a0wasn\u2019t hers. And Nils surely couldn\u2019t put her up in his sugar daddy\u2019s apartment.<\/p>\n<p>Nils knew just the place.<\/p>\n<p>[Cut to the freshly-divorced Hilda Asther setting up home with Augusta Lindberg.]<\/p>\n<p>Okay&#8230;?<\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/by-candlelight-screencap8.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6473\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-6473\" src=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/by-candlelight-screencap8.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"760\" height=\"453\" srcset=\"https:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/by-candlelight-screencap8.jpg 760w, https:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/by-candlelight-screencap8-300x179.jpg 300w, https:\/\/verityholloway.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/by-candlelight-screencap8-500x298.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) 100vw, 760px\" \/><\/a><\/strong><br \/>\n<b><a href=\"http:\/\/verityholloway.com\/?p=6500\" target=\"_blank\">Read Part III here.<\/a><\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been translating Nils Asther&#8217;s memoir from Swedish because I apparently have nothing better to do. Catch part one here. 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